Sunday, February 24, 2008
shit shit shit.
why do i have to be so stupid?
why can't i just have a normal lifestyle with no interferences?
i hate myself.
you wanna know how i feel?
i feel stupid.
and ignorant.
and annoyed.
and irritated.
but most of all, i feel hurt.
i feel hurt coz of what i did.
coz of what i could have prevented.
coz of why i decided to let myself go.
and now i can't stop.
i can't even slow down.
i'm going faster and faster.
and i'm gna hit the brick wall.
i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry.
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Saturday, February 23, 2008
hellooo.
so..to update some stuff. Swimming carnival was awesum.
erm...nothing much else happening. baking some madeira cake today. Also went for a run. It was all very fine and dandy.
ermm....nothing much actually..i should probably practise my violin later on lol. have been putting it off for quite a while.
gabby's watching the simpsons now. what a ridiculous show. sigh.. i'm sorry, i just can't stand it. oh wells, i'd better go check on my cake again.
...
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
hey guyss.
i've been so super uber bored. -_-'
coz you make me go out of my way,
crossing the line.
making me say,
what i have in mind.
you make me so excited.
that i don't want to fight it.
i start to blush.
you are my sugar rush;
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
lol.
geez, blogger is gay. there isn't pink. Haha.
anws, talked to guy about some stuff last night. apparently he was skim boarding in the rain. Haha.
Anws, it's been raining non-stop for the past 2 days now in Bundy and the river has overflowed and everywhere's all muddy and wet and stuff. haha. Unfortunately, bundy does not have a drainage system and therefore cannot drain all the water away manually and must depend on the sun's heat and the soil water capacity to get rid of all the water. Haha.
So...Chemistry yesterday was a blast. Probably coz it was late in the arvo and people were going high.
Jason: Hey michelle, guess what? Guy told me that he would rather DO you than Kim.
[guy turns absolutely BRIGHT RED and laughs his head off.]
Then Jason turns to Kim and tells her the same thing with our names switched around and i wack him super hard on the legs. and threaten him that i'd hit higher if he continued to piss me off. haha.
so yes...
School's been great. Aside from Jason's crazy antics. haha.
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Saturday, February 09, 2008
hey
oh man, i feel so bad today. i'm like..totally slacking la. so boring. urgh. then i tried to study then cannot man. how how how???
There's like sooo much to learn and soo much to study. arghh...
you don't know how much i want to talk to you. it kills me to see you walk away.
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Thursday, February 07, 2008
hihihi :)
ok, i'm like..addicted to mathletics now. hahahha. it's soo fun. Anws, today...
We had senior strings in the morning. We're like so much bigger now and we sound soo much better so that's a good thing. hahah. we played Geometric dances and i got it stuck in my head for the rest of the day. Haha.
Then we had to go to Christchurch for the induction of the Senior Leaders. It was alrite to say the least. Just freakingly hot in the church. Haha.
Thenn....urmm...we had morning tea. and urm... oh yea, Kane came and sat with us today. It was alrite i guess. He told me he felt that he was really bored with staying in the same group and stuff. which i suppose is true. Our level's like..all full of cliques and stuff. so yea.
urmm...then we had maths. That was okay. we just did simultaneous equations. Something of which at least i could salvage some knowledge about from last year. hahah. But yea, Mr. O'Sullivan really explains it good. so that's good.
Then we had biology. And we had to listen to this agricultural thing. It was quite funny. Lol. and i taught Amy and Kelsey Heart Attack. It was so funny. so yea. it was alrite i guess.
Then we had lunch. Me and Kelsey had to finish up our physics prac. Then we had Chemistry. and halfway through, there was this man from RoadCrash telling us about this awesum 2 day course in Gympie where they teach you all about road safety rules and stuff and i sooo want to go for it. Of course, i have to see if i have to miss school for it. In chemistry, we did more of immiscible solutions. and did more terminology and stuff. so yea. and also. we have to do a prac individually and we have to separate a solution of water, salt and sand. Quite straight forward i guess. But...still have to see. Haha. Anws, bouncing off to sleep now :]
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Monday, February 04, 2008
ahhhhhh!
i've been LOADED with homework today lol. like every single subject i had, i have to do homework for it.
first up, Chemistry. We did more of the homogeneous and heterogenous thing. Though this time we talk more about the heterogeneous substances and the different ways in which they can be separated into the components it is made of. so like, solid and liquid would go through filtration or evaporation. Liquid and Liquid of different boiling points would be distillation. though i don't quite understand fractional distillation. I guess it has to do with the volatility of the substances. Oh well. Hoping to learn more about that as time goes on. We also spent a good bit of the lesson learning how to fold filter paper :/ lol. but it was fun la. haha.
Next up, English. sighh..my most dreaded subject has turned into my nightmare. I have absolutely NO IDEA what discourse is about. I know it is terms or things that relate to a particular object but..i just don't understand what we have to talk about it. sigh..it's just too complicated. and the talkative people in my class don't make it any easier to concentrate either >:( like i wish they could just shut the hell up and pay attention. sighh...
okay, after that, Maths C. T'was alright. Just more about surds and stuff that i'd already learnt last year. Athena doesn't seem that bad, so I guess Maths C is alright and getting better now. But omg, the homework load is MASSIVE MAN. it's like..2 whole pages of little questions. like there's 1 a) - r), 2a) - s) that kind of thing man. Haha. Luckily, he said don't need to do all. So i'm just concentrating on the hard stuff. But still go alot :S
And finally, Physics. Physics was real fun. Haha. Kelsey was going kinda high. And we also got introduced to the Micrometer and the Vernier Calipers. I think there's going to be alot of measurement in Physics and it does not help with my already deteriorating eyesight. But oh well, already learnt how to read the vernier calipers so it was purely revision stuff. Then we had to find out the measurement of like..pi or the diameter of a golf ball. Or the diameter of a copper wire and the length of a piece of paper. It was pretty basic stuff but there was alot to do and me and kelsey couldn't finish it. So..i have to call hannah and ask her for some results. Haha. And also, the homework's what mr Collyer likes to call 'Number Crunching' where we have to find the mean/average of all our results. (There's like 10 for each station :O) So yea. Oh wells, nothing much, just punching some digits in to the calculator and pressing the 'solve' button. Haha.
Well, that's about it for the day. oh yes, and stephen's back and he wants to go out with Kelsey. now THAT, is pure comedy.
Really don't want to go swimming at Norville on Wednesday :(
Bouncing off to do more maths C work then gotta start on Physics. [note to self: CALL HANNAH!]
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Friday, February 01, 2008
okays,
school today was alright aye. Maths B then C then Bio then Eng.
Maths B was alright. Just went through more stuff to do with Quadratics and that worksheet. Mr O's a pretty good teacher. Lol. Maths C was better this time. haha. Got to do some actual work and we actually got homework this time! lol. So it was better i guess.
Erm...Then we had Bio. Got to do this onion skin cell experiment and got to use the microscope and stuff. haha. Me and Kels are the BEST microscope engineers EVAAA. bahahahah. Our skin cells looked really awesum. Hahah. Can't wait for more of those pracs. Haha.
We had like the BEST lunchtime evaa. We played President and Joker or something. And we had soo much fun. I was president for like 3 times and Amy was CLOWN for 3 times. HAHHA. and the vice-presidency alternated between kalya and kelsey. Haha. Yea, it was pretty fun. We only got to play three games but it was worth it.
English was probably the WORST subject today. Everybody was like..all hypo. probably coz it's friday afternoon and stuff. but they wouldn't SHUT UP. for pete's sake. It was driving me CRAZY. and Mrs Aplin wouldn't be firm enough to tell them to close their mouths so we had to deal with the noise all lesson. sighs.. Oh wells. I finally got the idea/gist of what we are meant to be doing for the english assignment. So yea. Seems alright I guess.
Bouncing off to have a shower now and then do some english homework later. buaihzzz.
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hey guysssss.
School's been a blast. Been really cool. Have Maths B, Maths C, Biology and English today. I think I get Physics and Chemistry mixed up alot. Haha. Well, here's to clarify the difference.
Physics: I'm learning about the Metric System and Errors such as, systematic errors, random errors and Mistakes. We're doing a Prac. on Monday (can't wait!) about the thickness of stuff.
Chemistry: I'm learning about substances and about Homogeneous and Heterogenous substances.I had to find out the difference between an Atom and a Molecule and an Element and a Compound.
Yea, I've learnt abit of the stuff before, now it's up to my deteriorating mind to try and remember the things i learnt like..3 years ago??? hahah.
Other than that, school's been great.
Bouncing off to school now :)
I really dread the upcoming weekend.
Maths C classes can only get better from here.
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